I'm not quite sure why I'm up so early today given the fact that I had a hard time falling asleep last night. At 7:27 AM I gave up trying to sleep and turned on my laptop to browse the usual sites. I have this really awesome window view because there's this tree outside and its leaves have all turned red and they're slowly falling off the tree. So.. maybe early Sunday mornings aren't so bad since you know you don't have to come into work but it's nice to witness the beginning of a new day.
It's mid-December and reflecting back I can say a lot has happened since November, and whether the changes have been good or bad, I'm happy they happened. The changes let me know that I've at least done something instead of letting the same shit just get static in my life. For one thing, I'm a lot more comfortable being single, and I'm really enjoying it too. When you're with someone, it's no longer about caring for yourself and I think at this age it's important to only think of yourself. However, as hypocritical as this may seem.. I recently started going out on dates with different guys. This is something totally new to me since I've never done casual dates, but I'm having fun just meeting different people and I really am learning to be be more outgoing. I like not having to be attached to one person, and I also like that I'm pushing the boundaries of my comfort zone. No serious boyfriend yet guys!
Being fired from my job was such a great release because I honestly hated it. Now, I'm consumed with finding a new job, but in the back of my mind I'm also noting that if I don't get a job by the 2nd week of January then I'm REALLY going to find a person to take over my lease.
What an intense and fun week this last week was. I know that everyone was busy with finals or working, and since I have neither I just pretty much went out every night. Starbucks meetups, hitting up PB twice, restaurant outings, and everything in between. I hope all my weeks are as exciting ahah