what a saturday morning

this is harking back to my old school blog days of anger.

i'm always fucking disappointed by fucking human nature. people can be so cruel. tell you one thing, do another. i mean, i'm a fucking nice person and my intentions are always earnest and good. so why is it that people have to be so mean to me?

why even try? if you're going to just fucking use me?! like what the fucking hell! i feel severely alone and foolish.

however, the grownup thing for me to do right now is just to act like i like the person, and hope they will fucking see the error of their ways.