Move Along

It's a very slow Saturday night. The type where you sit around wondering if it's your fault for not having exciting plans to get drunk or that there really isn't anything going on tonight. Well. I'd say it's half and half. I'm kind of upset at a lot of things tonight which is probably why I think tonight is especially a drag.

1. I got into an argument with my dad where I basically hung up without saying bye and he said he would never call with advice ever again or maybe he said he would never call... shrug. Normally, I don't care but this time his anxiety and overreacting has gotten to me and got me thinking about my life in 1.5 months

2. So there's this person who's been pretty influential in my life and lately, I've been getting second thoughts about their intentions towards me. Like, I kind of heard some stuff that makes me second guess why they became my friend. I'm not sure whether I should even bring it up with him/her because their actions say the contrary. I need advice on this.

3. I just finished binge eating. I feel completely horrible and all I want to do is throw up.

I have so so so much on my mind right now. The answers won't be coming anytime soon. I have horrible anxiety and I'm constantly stressed over, sometimes, nothing. I just wished that person would care about me.