Wednesday... so far so good!

So there's this person who's really been making my week so far seem pretty nice. Granted I don't get to have many talks with them but when I do get a chance to say hi or ask how he/she is doing.. the little talk ends up just really making my day. I love that person for it!

Now this brings me to this question: who's your "cheer me up" person in your life? For most I'm sure it's their boyfriend or girlfriend or mother/father. But, what if you don't really talk to your parents like that or if you're single? It's hard to open up to people and make connections that are long-lasting. However, that doesn't mean you should contain your thoughts to yourself.

I've been doing it for a while now, just keeping everything inside. I'm a pretty secretive person for sure. I don't think anyone knows EVERYTHING that I've done in life or what I really think of people. However, that doesn't make me a bad person or at least people shouldn't view me as bad for having thoughts that I like to keep to myself. It becomes a problem though, when sometimes I start to justify other's views towards me in my own mind without even talking to them about what's on my mind.

Another thing I'd like to bring up is people's view of who I am. Did you guys know that:

-I'm one of the hugest dorks/nerds around when it comes to Harry Potter, Spongebob, good movies, and Disneyland
-I don't always wear short shorts or skirts
-my view on life and people isn't really negative it's just realistic
-hip hop music isn't the only thing I listen to, but classic and alternative rock is a hit with me too

No. Apparently this is what people see: intimidating, high maintenance, bitchy, slutty, whore. O_o where did that come from? Eh. I don't really care because I do like who I am and what I look like. Believe it or not, I had to work to change how I looked before. I didn't really look like the "biatch" that I do now. I wore glasses. I mean c'mon. DRASTIC CHANGE.

Anyways, the moral of this blog is to open up and talk to people. No point in hiding from others because most likely they'll just come to their own conclusions about you anyways.