They say a person feels the most "in between" when they reach the teenage years. I think it's the worse when you're in your twenties. It's this time period where you really feel like you're standing on the border between being just an idiotic kid with a taste for alcohol and an adult struggling to leave his/her mark on the world. I've been, of course, avoiding this issue for a while now and continuing to believe I'm always going to be in my early twenties. When am I suppose to stop liking the color pink and having immature conversations with my friends about all the celebrities who are supposedly our friends? When am I suppose to get hitched and have kids? Will it one day just feel normal to become an adult? Is there supposed to be some switch?Worse, am I supposed to already act like an adult right now? Am I behind? DO I NEED TO GET WITH THE PROGRAM?! I guess I don't really expect an answer to such an existential question since I am blogging about this instead of discussing it with a real live person. Other than paying my bills and cooking actual meals, I haven't done anything very adult-like yet. Well, besides using intensive night cream and under eye anti-wrinkle cream every night.
