Thinking of You

That's the name of Katy Perry's new single. Here's a link to the song on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfvE0JNXxYg it's a pretty good video.. kind of a sad song.

Anyways, for these past few weeks or days.. whatever, I've been trying to occupy myself by going out, checking out new places, trying to meet new people, and just upholding the image of "party girl" that most people for some reason associate me with. But this morning I woke up feeling pretty goddamn empty inside. I mean, there was no real good reason as to why I should. I've been surrounded by good things lately. I have my best friends who I go to for everything, I have a new job I really like, and things are really *hopefully* starting to look up for me.

Even with all of those things, I couldn't help but feel lonely this morning. This whole "single life" thing is starting to wear on me. I'm waiting, and I'm going to continue to wait because I know he will be worth it. I guess what they say is true.. having everything doesn't mean anything unless you have someone to share it with.

P.S. I don't have "everything".. but you guys know what I mean.